With You, I’m Always Warring Against Myself
I remember you entering into my life during the year I struggled the most, due to ignoring my inner voice and blindly following a path that was straight for most but crooked for me.
I remember you entering into my life during the year I struggled the most, due to ignoring my inner voice and blindly following a path that was straight for most but crooked for me.
This duality builds me and breaks me. Or, so I thought. I have been a mental health freak who has failed…
I miss your drive and passion you put towards everything in your life, from investments to research and even the littlest things. It was infectious, and I admired you for it.
These are powerful journal prompts you can do at any time of the year, particularly they can be especially transformative when they are done at the end of the year.
Each time I type out my story, I refrain from publishing it out of fear, doubt, victim’s guilt.
You’d walk by me. I’d call out your name. I’d ask you for the apology you denied me. I would tell you how much I’ve missed you.
Now all I hear are the echoes of our laughter faded in my mind – how fragile our relationship really was.
You know the sinking feeling – you’re falling through the void, and this time there’s no one there to catch you.
I believed in the good in you.
Please, don’t tell me I’m just a nervous person.