If he doesn’t make any effort to contact you, there’s a good chance he’s over you. But the good news? You deserve so much better than someone lacking the emotional maturity and basic human decency to be honest with you.
And if I could, I would go back to our sweet beginnings and choose a happier ending.
When anxiety comes back, I feel her in the morning. I feel heavier when I wake up. She feels heavy in my mind. I try to ignore her so she will leave. So she knows that she is unwanted here. But it isn’t long before she has tied herself up with me again.
No one tells you how many times you will think that you are twisted and bad. That you don’t deserve love. That you are somehow broken for deciding you don’t have the capability to handle someone who hurt you with their love.
I considered leaving, but as an afterthought, I decided to enter and confirm. Perhaps she had her earphones on and that is why she wasn’t responding. The room was quite dark and the curtains had not been pulled back.
Here is a classified list of traits to a certified fuckboy with a degree in fuckboyism and a minor in douche.
Preferring beer over wine doesn’t make you one of the guys. Watching baseball over the Kardashians does not make you a bro. Driving a truck rather than a VW Jetta does not make you chill.
Before you came along, I was happy too. And I won’t let you take that away from me.
One of the most ridiculed and mocked conversations today between a man and a woman is the one that includes the notorious “what are we” question.
It’s okay to protect your heart and keep your walls up. Just don’t forget that you’re going to have to open that locked door and let visitors in sometimes.