Why I Left My Job At Lunch And Didn’t Go Back
“LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO DO SHIT YOU DON’T WANT TO DO.”
“LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO DO SHIT YOU DON’T WANT TO DO.”
Love yourself, before anyone else. As selfish as it sounds, you come before anyone else. Love yourself and everything that you stand for.
What happened to me wasn’t like what happens in SVU: no guns, no ropes and gags. But that doesn’t make it something less dramatic or traumatic. Rape is rape is rape.
You enjoy his company right now, but when you imagine yourself in five years, he’s just… not there.
I am bitter. So bitter. It has been over a year since we broke up but every time I think about him I get so incredibly mad.
Do you, at all, miss us? Or are you enjoying new conversations, new ideas, frontiers? Those I was, perhaps, never meant to reach?
I’m tired of having constantly stress that I’m stressed out in every aspect of my life. I’m tired of worrying. I’m tired of panicking. I’m tired of suffering. I’m tired of trying.
She carries an unreal amount of strength with her, and doesn’t even carry it with the intent for herself. She gives it to others. She gives it to me. I honestly don’t know how she does it, I don’t think she even knows how she does it.
That is where you will lose yourself. Stop clinging on to what has already happened. To the people who have already left. Easier said than done, but let me give you a little anecdote that hopefully will stick with you like it did me.
I’ve tried to rationalize what I’ve done by listing every grievance she’s ever caused me, but none of them warrant my actions.