For The Person Who Worries A Little Too Much
You are so much more than your worries and fears
You are so much more than your worries and fears
It isn’t because I don’t deserve you, it is because you do not deserve me.
I should have been aware that we weren’t going to last long. I was blinded by my love and how you took all of it for granted, filling yourself up, ceaselessly watching me drain alone.
I wonder if he wants me to stop crying while writing this, heck I even wonder what he thinks of the things I write.
Lord, guide me as I walk through this challenging journey.
Feel the pain; embrace it until you turn numb. Let it in and make it stay before you let it all go.
Looking for someone in everyone else you meet is unfair. It’s unjustifiable.
It’s going to be an endless battle if you keep hesitating to accept who you are and not allowing people to see the beauty in that, to genuinely love you for that.
You now hold a part of me I never intended to let go of.
I don’t want to wait for our memories to turn into nightmares I’d rather forget, nor do I have to wait for the remaining love I have for you to be fully exhausted.