I Am Slowly Learning To Pace Myself
I am slowly learning to take one day at a time. To stop trying to predict the future and to live in the moment.
I am slowly learning to take one day at a time. To stop trying to predict the future and to live in the moment.
Sometimes, choosing yourself means disappointing the people who care about you. It means placing yourself before anyone else, no matter how much they mean to you. It means giving your loved ones a little bit less so you have the energy to give yourself a little bit more.
On my rough days, the days when I feel lonely and isolated, the days when the voice in the back of my head assures me that nobody cares about me, you have no idea how much a simple text means to me.
Maybe we should give this one more shot, one more second chance.
There are going to be people against you, people who are not on your side, people who look at you with disgust because they cannot believe you are acting so heartless.
I add wine to my dinners. I keep the fridge stocked with beer. I invite my friends out to clubs so we can gulp down shots and dance and forget about all of our problems, all of our responsibilities, all of our lost loves.
I have been trying to lose weight but it isn’t working. I have been trying to raise my confidence and think positive and love myself but none of that is working either.
LEO: You are going to be tempted to make the first move.
You should not feel guilty about walking away from a relationship that is not working for you.
You blame yourself, even if you did everything within your power to help them. Even if you had no idea they were struggling. Even if, deep down, you realize that you couldn’t have changed anything.