You’ll Never Be The Best Friend I Need You To Be
I don’t want to be your “catch up” friend. Please don’t turn us into this. I feel constantly pathetic and rejected.
I don’t want to be your “catch up” friend. Please don’t turn us into this. I feel constantly pathetic and rejected.
You could be on your way to exploring the world, backpack on and books in tow in mere weeks. You wouldn’t have to hold your breath or remain silent or talk to strangers ever again.
Are you currently cheating? Have you cheated in the past? What drove you to do it? Would you do it again?
Immediately discarding birthday cards that don’t have money in them.
It seems like every other day, there’s an article or a study suggesting we disregard everything we’ve been socialized to believe about love and marriage to instead create relationship models that afford us some wiggle-room in the fidelity department.
Growing up, I always knew that I had a lot of love to give. I felt everything; I felt everyone. I’m always placing my hand on a friend’s body out of habit just so I can be closer to them. There’s no such thing as too close. I’m always looking for connections wherever I go.
I’m not asking you to wish death on one of your parents, just that you confront their mortality (and your own) in a logical way.
You deserve someone better than me because I will never be able to love you. You know this. I know this. You knew it the second you met me. You knew the score, you knew the only dynamic that could work between us, and you agreed to be the one who’s loved less. You. Not me.
Sometimes opposites attract and sometimes… they’re just opposite. It’s okay! It’s no one’s fault. Chemistry is hard to come by. There’s a reason why so many people fail it in high school.
Drink. When you do that, you’re like an ant and the booze is the magnifying glass. YOU ARE GONNA FRY, BABY. Drinking is for happy times, stressed times, vacation times, sexy times. It’s not for devastating times.