Jill Bautista

I Want A Heartbreak That Will Change My Life

I want a heartbreak that’s going to make me more fearless and curious and human.

They didn’t know that those smiles in those photos you showed them were your desperate ways of convincing yourself you were happy with him.

And we’re both aware that’s that, aren’t we?

Other people’s validation may be something, but it’s never the only thing that’ll keep you going.

I am fine, and I always will be.

You know your game. And you play it so damn well.

I am throwing every smoke because you do not deserve to be remembered. You do not deserve to be in anyone’s memory. I am never going to smoke again.

Here you are questioning yourself one more time if you are worth loving.

You find yourself in a room filled with a bunch of girls and you try to decide which one is perfect.

You are one greener pasture, aren’t you?