With love comes passion. Passion without love is empty. I view sex as something only worth given to someone I have fallen deeply in love with and it is my choice to share that piece of me with.
I lost myself somewhere between the thought of you, me, and the fantasy movie I had rolling through my head of us together.
Joining the military is something I have always wanted to do, but have never had the courage to do it. Needless to say I have found who I am. Not only that, but I am a better human being for it.
I should have seen it coming. I should have known after all those times of back and forth that my perfect vision of the future was a dream.