This Is How I’ll Rid Myself Of You
Don’t tell me you think of me. I’ve used too many pages and killed too many trees with all the remembering.
I Hope Someday That Pain Was Worth It
Within pain itself, there’s a tiny sliver of light in the darkness. Do not lose sight of it. Because in it you can feel your heart ache, and you can feel it beat.
A Long List Of Things I’ve Kept From You
My anxiety and depression were not melodrama, you f*cking asshole.
I Hope You Never Think Of Me
I never told you this. But being with you were the only moments I ever truly felt beautiful.
Each Time It Rains, It’s Like He Never Left
It wasn’t love, I don’t know what it was, but there was a feeling. Some kind of falling. Some kind of sinking.
Maybe What We’re Looking For Has Been Inside Us All Along
I sometimes wish I could be more like water. How much peace must there be in being swallowed by something other than your own being, by the ocean, to be soaked up by the earth, evaporated from the ground.
A Few Nonsensical Thoughts That Keep Me Awake In The Middle Of The Night
I, or anyone I hold dear, could literally have a brain aneurysm at any moment.
I Was Whoever He Wanted Me To Be
I’d crawl naked on all fours to him and kneel at his feet when he wanted me to “come here.” I’d play submissive. I’d play dominant to fulfill other cravings. I’d play canvas, and I’d let his belt be the brush he used to fervently stroke each crimson shade with.
17 Pieces Of Tough Love I Wish I Was Given In My Early 20s
You are the reason why your life isn’t happier.
I Escaped To Portland And It Only Made Me Miss You
Maybe I only loved you because you made me feel alive. Maybe you only ever made me feel alive with your touch.