When You Fall For The Boy Who Loves Someone Else
It becomes so real that you can almost see it all unfold in front of you. The tears, his arms drawing you in, his searching eyes looking into yours asking you, begging you for a chance.
It becomes so real that you can almost see it all unfold in front of you. The tears, his arms drawing you in, his searching eyes looking into yours asking you, begging you for a chance.
In darkest shadows I make believe
That you remain at my side
A love so real, it colours my dreams.
With an aching heart she returned
To where music flooded in
And she let herself disappear
Between the notes, inside the melody
Your silence is a harsh and much needed reminder that I deserve far more than what you were willing to give me.
Faith is so easily tested, our view of God is so dependent on our circumstances. Yet despite our shortcomings, His love for us remains.
You deserve a great love. You may have loved this person with all your heart, but a one-way love is not worth pursuing, no matter how incredible this person may seem.
If he truly valued me, he would have never left. He would have never left me in a pit of loneliness seemingly impossible to crawl out of.
My anxious heart will break when it finds new love because this love will be true. My heart will break because it will realize how much less it has settled for. There will be a tug of war between my place of refuge and the uncertainty of following you into the unknown.
I fell out of love with him. And with every loosened heart string, I felt my spirit free itself from the bonds of a love that was never true at all.
It is a beautiful irony that what broke me is the same thing that is healing me.