I Want To Matter In 2017 



I want to feel important because I am important. And I want to live an extraordinary life because I am extraordinary.


I want to give myself a break. I want to reward myself for my accomplishments and the battles I fought so far. I want to forgive myself for my failures and for the wrong choices I made. I want to give myself time to grow and explore. I want to free myself from the anxiety of always being in control and having everything figured out. I don’t want to silence the desire of my soul. I want to be resilient.

I want to be powerful. I want to be indestructible. I want to be undeniably special. I want to take my health more seriously. I want to take care of myself emotionally, mentally, and spiritually too. I want to have the kick ass body I want. And I want to do a great job at standing-up for myself. I don’t want to put it with emotional abuse, being taken for granted, or not being treated the way I deserve.

I want to love myself in a way that I don’t have to second guess whether I don’t because it’s unquestionable.

Significant Other

I want a partnership not a relationship. I want someone to love me not the idea of me. I want someone to want me not need me. I want someone to choose me out of desire not desperation. And I want someone to choose what we have over the obstacles that might be. I want to be with someone of my equal; someone who matches my effort and investment.

I don’t want to waste my time with someone who doesn’t take me seriously. I don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t get scared by the idea of losing me. I don’t want someone who only sees one part of me, I want someone who sees all my dimensions. I want someone who adores my chaos and my imperfections. I want someone to add to my life and take me places I didn’t consider before. I want someone to see galaxies when they look into my eyes. I want my touch to have some sort of magical effect. I want them to feel the most alive with me.

Friends and Family

I want to be around people who truly care for me. Those who understand the essence of love, compassion and kindness in relationships. I want to be with genuine people who care about the world. I want to spend my time with those who are worthy of it. I want to put effort into things that have a future. I want to have a solid circle of support. I want to be with those who know the real me and will always be there for me. I want to be looked after. I want to share my success. I want to share my fears, too. I want to be missed in gatherings I couldn’t attend. I want to be believed in. I want to grow with that kind of people. I want to build a life with them.

My Dream Job

I want to have a job that I love not just like. I want to do something that I am passionate about. I want to have a good relationship with my boss. And I want to work in a supportive and caring environment. I don’t want to be treated as a number, I want to be treated as an asset.

I want my employer to want to see me thrive and become better at what I do. I want to be respected in the workforce. I want to be taken seriously. I want my input to matter and I want my opinion to be valued. I want to wake-up to the vision I have in my head. And I want to fulfill my purpose on this earth. I want to contribute to making the world a better place on my own terms. We all matter.