You Will Always Be My ‘Sometimes’

I think about you sometimes.
About your silver hairs and
Your hands as uncommitted as you were.
I think about your contagious laugh and
Your love for great music.
I think about how you’re doing
Sometimes.

I think about you sometimes.
About your smooth compliments that
Rolled off your tongue too easily.
About your smile that knocked down my walls
Even if I built them strong.
I think about who you’re kissing
Sometimes.

I think about you sometimes.
About your taste for bacon
And your love of the color gray.
About your blue eyes and how
Cold they could be.
I think about if your new girlfriend is happy with you
Sometimes.

I think about myself most days.
About my love for words and
My need for validation.
About my fear of falling and
My determination to jump anyway
I think about how happy I am now
Sometimes.