I Left You At Heybrook Lookout
But we had a great run. And even though things are technically up in the air, I think that your lack of effort and lack of communication gives me my answer. We’re done.
But we had a great run. And even though things are technically up in the air, I think that your lack of effort and lack of communication gives me my answer. We’re done.
It’s a fear of falling further down – but how can you fall any further when you’re already at the bottom?
You have shown me that love is not wrong; it never was.
“My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.”-Psalm 62:1-2
I used to rely on any of these vices to guide me at any given time- now I am fully responsible for everything I do and finding my passion, energy, motivation, and happiness is a heavy order every time.
I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with you but that doesn’t mean I stopped caring.
I bet you’re expecting a letter filled with hate and blame, but that’s not what this is.
Ask yourself if you’re content to date someone you only see once a week for a few hours.
How many times have they abandoned you and only came back when life was beating them down? Have there even been times when they were present when they were happy?
You yearn to belong somewhere, but you never will. You remind yourself of how your uniqueness makes you special and how you’ve seen so much in your relatively short life. So much more than a “regular” person.