If You Knew Who She Was Before You, Maybe You’d Understand
If you saw the brokenness in her eyes, then maybe you would think twice about never letting her in.
If you saw the brokenness in her eyes, then maybe you would think twice about never letting her in.
I just couldn’t look you in the eyes anymore to convince myself everything hasn’t changed. Because it has. You changed.
In another life, maybe we could have made it work. But for now, I have to be selfish and do what I think is right.
There are no one-liners. No eloquent declarations of love. Things were never so tender.
When we see something that we could feed to our starving egos, we sprint right to it and attack. But we are so engrossed with feeding and boosting our own egos that that we forget what we feed on – other women’s’ self esteem.
“Ice cream truck? Oh…” A dawning realization mixed with a genuine, confused innocence crept over her face. “Right, I don’t know where it went. What happened to you?”
A couple of weeks ago, I got a phone call. The voice on the other end was trembling.
Yes I overthink, but I also over-love.
I remember you kissing me in my living room while my mom was away.
I was scared lose you. I was scared other girls were going to fall in love with you and see what I saw in you. Freighted that the boy I loved so much would soon realize there is someone else out there that is better than me.