This Is Why I Chose To Change My Name
With my old name, I am a victim.
With my old name, I am a victim.
It’s not up to you, my family, or my friends to tell me how to heal – and I am saying this without the smallest trace of malice or passive-aggressiveness.
I will never know if any of it was real or if it was always some sick, twisted game you were playing.
If you are emotionally and spiritually exhausted, you are not alone. Rock bottom sucks. And the worst feeling is thinking that…
I no longer miss you. I just miss the thought of you and what could have been.
He suffers in losing me. I suffer in losing him. Yet in my desire to take the high road, you go unpunished.
I am filled with resentment and anger.
He will remember you in the things he does and people he sees. He will miss you and it will hurt. He will remember how much you loved him and loathe himself for breaking your heart.
It turns out that you lied, just like all guys that you harshly told me weren’t worth it. You even went as far as being worse, because not only did you lie, but you let yourself believe in your own words.
I realized something about emotional abuse: It doesn’t always feel like abuse.