This Is Why I Couldn’t Say, ‘I Love You’
You needed to let me go to keep me from loving you any more than I already do. Because more love would mean you would have to show you love me too.
You needed to let me go to keep me from loving you any more than I already do. Because more love would mean you would have to show you love me too.
I remember it so clearly it was almost like a dream. It was like life had a filter and “fade” had been added to everything I was living and seeing and feeling.
It wasn’t a whirlwind romance, but he became someone I looked forward to seeing every week. Dinners, coffee dates, walks on the high line, dancing until the wee hours of the morning – I couldn’t get enough of his seemingly genuine interest.
My entire life, I have never really understood why my emotions are experienced to the level in which I I feel them.
When we kissed, you kissed me, and there were times I would get lost and forget everything. Forget you didn’t really want me. Because you warned me you didn’t want me. And I refused to listen.
To be truthful and open and honest, I am actually distraught he chose you over me, but I also have a genuine happiness for you both.
You will remember who you were, and who you are, and where you are meant to go. Thoughts will become clearer. Things will come into focus.
It’s like I couldn’t get enough – one day wasn’t enough. One kiss wasn’t enough. One night wrapped in your arms wasn’t enough.