You will waste your whole life waiting for them to change. Sleeping next to them and feeling alone. Wondering why they won’t treat you right. You keep thinking it’s your fault and you give more and more, hoping your efforts will change things. You are in love with a lie.
College, on the other hand, was a labyrinth – where the right decisions had to be made. You were often lost trying to choose the “hardworking” path paved by your parents, the “fun” path paved by your friends, and at last, the “sincere” path paved by you, paved for yourself.
This moment changes your beliefs, yours thoughts, notion, and opinion. It changes both everything and nothing. Incapable of doing anything to fix it, you let it go.
That’s why if you’re planning on taking the risk, you better be aware of the consequences of it.
I will try my best to make sense, all I know is that I have to cry my heart out, because I can no longer bear this.
Sure I watered it, and even mowed it, but that wasn’t going to give me rich bed of flowers to lie in comfortably.
When a parent, the primary caregiver and source of emotional growth, targets their child, the damage cuts deep into adulthood.
So, within five minutes of being there, my drunk friends and I knew we were way too wound up to be sitting on pretty couches talking about art and other chic details. My drunk friends are smart though – they left. I on the other hand, decided to play emo DJ and roll around with the fluffy dog in the corner. Owner of the house didn’t find this funny.
The truth is, she realized that for her to go back to her light, she had to go through the dark.
Your gut feeling is there for a reason.