You are lost in translation. Wanting to find answers, yet again you find yourself all the more lost, unsure and afraid. You want everything to happen now, all at once. But you just can’t seem to figure out how, or what, or where.
Keep the faith that everything will be okay. That there will come a day that your smile will no longer have to conceal the monsters inside your head, that you’ll truly be happy and worry free.
You pursued her every single day. You showed her what true love feels like until she forgot the pain. Until she realized she was worth loving, she was worth keeping and that there was no point in running away.
Little by little the flame faded away. Until finally, there was nothing left but ashes, memories and traces of what used to be.
Don’t rush darling the world will unfold on its own. You are young, vibrant, driven and free. There are endless possibilities for you, you will see.
This is me saying goodbye to what we could have been. And though our roads maybe heading in seemingly far and different directions, please know that I’ll never forget you.
Maybe one day you’ll realize that the other world you have been relentlessly dreaming about is already within your reach.