Life From The Outside

Tonight I’m here. Alone in my apartment. Contemplating the lives of others and the way the lights look. And wondering if I too appear busy enough, happy enough, content enough, loved enough.

This Is Healing

It took me a long time to get here and I’m not wasting any more time. I’m not wasting any more goddamn time on anybody for any reason. We’re doing what makes us happy.

I Am Letting Go Of Fear And Making Room For Love

Tonight, I’m laying myself down to bed. I’m sobbing, because I finally understand why they say love is pain. Because I’m finally ready to face my fear. I’m ready to accept the love the world wants to give me.

Repeat After Me: I Am Enough

Society has no influence on my worth as a person. I am not in competition with anyone. And no one can tell me that I am less than or other in any way.

Becoming Everything

When I die, I don’t want the worms to have to struggle to do what’s natural.

My Fat Is Not Your Problem

To all of my fellow fat women. I said FAT. I don’t need to sugar coat that shit by saying Chubby, Squishy, Fluffy, or whatever. Fat is Fat.