You can get stuck in your head and your thoughts for far too long. Whether it be in class or work, people constantly have to tell you to snap out of it and come back to reality.
I don’t know what exactly happened when we laid eyes on each other. Maybe it had something to do with science, or biology, but I’d like to believe it was magic. I’d like to believe that we, were magic.
Now, I can’t even call out your name. Because what’s left of you is only the mess of me.
I want to kiss you like we never stopped and to feel your safety net gather me up in your arms. I want to remember how it felt like to be with you. To be who we used to be. To love like we used to love. I want to hold onto forever for just one more day.
People change. People move. Life moves at rapid speeds that only a few people can keep up with. People crave more than city lights, and others crave more than the countryside. Life will always be moving and changing, but that doesn’t mean that me and you will change. Despite the end of forever and the end of our masterpiece, I’ll be here. And I always will.
Being in your twenties is hard. It’s downright exhausting at times. But, I promise you, you will survive this. You will survive the hardships and the terror of the ‘unknown’. And it’s going to be so, so worth it.
The truth is, you don’t know who you are without him. You can’t imagine how you survived this world without him next to you. You don’t remember what life was like before meeting him. And you don’t want to ever be in a world, where he isn’t in yours.
Have the strength to say goodbye because you know you deserve more than half hearted kind of love. And have the power inside of yourself to know that you are worth more than to be with someone who can’t even properly tell you how they feel about you.
My heart has already been through so much. It has been bruised and dropped time and time again. It deserves to know that there is love out there that doesn’t leave.
I miss the who you loved me. The one who told me you would never let me go. The one who told me you would love me for all time. Until the day you died. Until the day you were buried.